Diagnosing Others, Hiding Self: Shame and Non-Disclosure Among Autistic Psychiatrists - An Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis
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About the autistic author markerDoherty, M., Chown, N., Martin, N., Grosjean, B., Chaplin, E., Dolezal, L., & Shaw, S. C. (2026). Diagnosing Others, Hiding Self: Shame and Non-Disclosure Among Autistic Psychiatrists - An Interpretive Phenomenological Analysis [Preprint]. openRxiv. https://doi.org/10.64898/2026.07.13.26357917
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Abstract Autistic psychiatrists occupy a paradoxical position: trained to recognise and assess autism in others, yet navigating a professional culture in which their own autistic identity remains largely concealed. Despite growing visibility of autistic clinicians, the barriers autistic psychiatrists face to formal diagnosis and professional disclosure remain unexplored. This study used interpretive phenomenological analysis to examine the experiences of seven autistic psychiatrists in relation to diagnosis and disclosure. Data were generated through in-depth interviews and Retzinger’s framework for identifying shame in discourse was applied as an analytical tool within the interpretive process. Shame emerged as the overarching theme across the dataset, operating through four group experiential themes. Its origins lay in childhood experiences of difference and perceived defectiveness, transmitted through family, peers, and the broader social environment. In professional life, shame was sustained and amplified by colleagues’ misconceptions about autism, anticipated loss of credibility, and the deficit-based diagnostic criteria – which rendered self-recognition difficult and made formal diagnosis a perceived professional liability. Critically, shame did not only create barriers: it functioned as an override mechanism, rendering the known benefits of disclosure – to participants themselves, to colleagues, and to patients – insufficient to translate into action. This override function was not explained by fear of discrimination or rational career protection alone; it reflected shame’s operation as an internal prohibition, dissociated from its original social source and persisting even where stigma had been intellectually processed and rejected. These findings reposition shame not as one barrier among many but as the organising force through which all barriers operate. Interventions aimed at increasing disclosure by raising awareness of its benefits misread the operative mechanism. Creating conditions in which autistic psychiatrists can make decisions about their identities freely requires naming and addressing shame – in research, in clinical training, and in the culture of psychiatry.
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