From Masking to Meaning: A Diary-Method Study of the Autistic Authenticity Double Bind in Sport and Exercise Psychology

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McGinty-Minister, K. L., Swettenham, L., & Whitehead, A. E. (2026). From Masking to Meaning: A Diary-Method Study of the Autistic Authenticity Double Bind in Sport and Exercise Psychology. The Sport Psychologist, 1-14. https://doi.org/10.1123/tsp.2026-0044

Publication date: 1 Jan 2026 Added to AutiHub: 7 Sep 2026 Type: Article Article language: English

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Abstract

Autistic women remain invisible within sport and exercise psychology, a profession shaped by hypermasculine cultures and allistic norms that regulate who is viewed as competent and “professional.” Using reflexive thematic analysis, this novel longitudinal diary-method study analyzed 132 pages of reflective practice journals spanning 7 years of training and practice as an autistic woman sport and exercise psychologist. Three themes are presented: disparities between neurotypical expectations and autistic experiences, cultivating an authentic self, and working in line with autistic ways of being. Findings demonstrate how masking was a structurally produced response to allistic and gendered standards of professionalism, rendering “authenticity” conditional and distorting individuation. Autistic disclosure was an ambivalent, high-stakes credibility decision. We argue that the field requires structural change to decouple legitimacy from allistic-coded performance and recognize autistic ways of thinking and communicating as professionally viable. This paper makes a significant contribution by extending our understanding of sport and exercise psychology practitioner development, exclusion, individuation, and autistic experience in sport and performance contexts.

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71
2 / 72 (2.8%) cited references include at least one author identified as autistic.
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2 / 69 (2.9%)
Calculated across all author names detected in the cited bibliography. Among names linked to an author already present in AutiHub: 2 / 4 (50.0%). Distinct people identified as autistic: 2 / 64 (3.1%).
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