Mothering in the Peripheries: An Autoethnographic Account of the Challenging Matrescence of a Neurodivergent Woman

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Recent years have seen a considerable rise in the number of women being ‘late-diagnosed’ as autistic, or otherwise neurodivergent. In this chapter an autoethnographical approach explores the autistic female lived experience of becoming and being a mother, which is often marked by extreme and enduring levels of struggle. Attention is given to sensory and social challenges around childrearing alongside difficulties relating to the pursuit of diagnosis and meaningful support. Autistic women are found to have unmet needs that have been underserved by service frameworks and research. Juxtaposed within the author's lived experience of mothering is her examination of the institution of motherhood. The field of motherhood studies is explored, encompassing the concept of matrescence, the impact of maternal rage, and matricentric feminism. Autistic masking is considered alongside the maternal masking that underpins ‘good mother’ performances. Acquiring a diagnosis or identification of being autistic can benefit mothers, providing validation and self-understanding. Social media platforms have supported a rise in opportunities for autistic advocacy, activism and peer support, proving valuable in advancing autistic mothers' access to community and voice. Increased autistic representation in research has also contributed to a growing evidence base.

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